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Date:April 18, 2011 Time:10:12:00 PM
Biggest Mistake.
 From a prank, to a misunderstanding, to a situation where there's no turning back. Who is it to be blamed? No one, to be honest. Things happen with a reason, we're just not strong enough to defend ourselves. Today, during our english tutorial, i remembered Miss Yeong said bloggers blog, to express their feelings. It's true. Some words, u just couldn't voice out easily to anyone, no matter to your friends, or even to the one you love. It's not that u dont want to, but somehow the feelings had taken control of you ; i dont know if that applies on you, but it do applies on me :\ Because of this, i shall say, i've ruined my relationship. I couldn't express my feelings whenever i want, i just couldn't say it out. Because i know, if i do, i will burst into tears. I know right, i suck :( It's been so long since i've felt so lost, so lonely, and so much pain. Is there a way to turn back time? I wish. Because, i don't just lost the one i love, i've lost myself either. I've been tearing silently whenever i'm alone. Since when have i been so weak? No, how am i supposed to be strong when the most important part of my life is gone? Dear God, If u could listen to my prayers, please, let me live a day without tears. ps : i miss you.. |
