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Date:April 27, 2011  Time:9:40:00 PM
Video assignments !


Hey peeps :)

I'm so sorry that my zebra blog is full of emo posts nowadays.
jyeahh, shits do happened on me. But perhaps my friends are right, i shall just move on and stop thinking about it. What is done, is done. Tears are dry, eventhough the pain is still there, but im sure time heals everything :)

Alright ! Back to the point.

Monday, was my first time staying in lakeside till night. Everyone around me told me Taylors look awesome at night, fuhhh, i finally got to witness it with my own eyes. With the help of Kim, our shooting process is a success :D Had dinner there, and hwa wee fetched me home. What a day!


see? Taylors damn nice right ? :p




Next day, hwa wee, wai man and I helped out to be the actresses of Samantha's Video assignment. It was fun, but MAN, we dressed up like some freaking noobs and walked around in college. LMAO.



CHUN-GU-LOOK. HAHA

Hwa wee's pose damn epic. LOL


It was the day, when i can actually forget about my sadness, and have fun. :\

Stay tuned, for more updates.

-wearn.


 
Date:April 26, 2011  Time:11:36:00 PM
I miss you.


Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real ;
Mad because I don't know how you feel ;
Upset because we can't make it right ;
Sad because I need you day and night ;
Angry because you won't take my hand ;
Aggravated because you don't understand ;
Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.


 
Date:April 25, 2011  Time:10:36:00 PM
Too much to handle.

The next guy, will be my future husband.

till then, i'll just let time heal my broken heart.

goodnight,

-wearn.


"i'll never ever hurt myself, anymore."


 
Date:April 18, 2011  Time:10:12:00 PM
Biggest Mistake.



From a prank, to a misunderstanding, to a situation where there's no turning back.
Who is it to be blamed? No one, to be honest.
Things happen with a reason, we're just not strong enough to defend ourselves.

Today, during our english tutorial, i remembered Miss Yeong said bloggers blog, to express their feelings. It's true. Some words, u just couldn't voice out easily to anyone, no matter to your friends, or even to the one you love. It's not that u dont want to, but somehow the feelings had taken control of you ; i dont know if that applies on you, but it do applies on me :\

Because of this, i shall say, i've ruined my relationship. I couldn't express my feelings whenever i want, i just couldn't say it out. Because i know, if i do, i will burst into tears. I know right, i suck :(

It's been so long since i've felt so lost, so lonely, and so much pain. Is there a way to turn back time? I wish. Because, i don't just lost the one i love, i've lost myself either.
I've been tearing silently whenever i'm alone. Since when have i been so weak?
No, how am i supposed to be strong when the most important part of my life is gone?

Dear God,
If u could listen to my prayers, please, let me live a day without tears.

ps : i miss you..


 
Date:April 17, 2011  Time:11:24:00 AM
Disappointment.


When people are blaming you, for not being understanding enough;
When people are blaming you, for not being good enough for the person;
When people are blaming you, for being such unreasonable towards the certain someone;

I'll take all the blames, for yeah, i'm being unreasonable, i'm not good enough, nor being understanding enough . But as everyone blames me for what i did,

Who's gonna understand the insecurity and the pain, that is too much for me to bare?
Who's gonna understand my feelings?

There will never be an answer for my questions, i could only sleep with tears;
hoping things will be better as time goes by.
- wearn.


 
Date:April 16, 2011  Time:9:59:00 AM
Awesome Friday :)



Hey Peeps :)

Friday is never a good day. But yesterday was an awesome day ;)
Went to Sunway Pyramid with Xue Gie and Waiman after lecture and had lunch/breakfast together in Manhattan Fish Market :) nyum, fish and chips !

Wanted to spend some time shopping while waiting for the shuttle bus to arrive, ended up we skipped accounts class and got a replacement later at 4pm -_- BECAUSE, we just couldn't resist ze fun! :D

We went to MNG, and there's some Style up yourself thingy which means we could wear ANYTHING from MNG and they'll snap a picture for us. Oh man, i felt like a model :D Had lotsa fun there and headed back to college after 1. :)


This dress doesn't look good on me at all -_-


Chose this evening gown. Because all the outfits i chose doesnt look good on me -_-

Waiman, during the shoot.

Glamorous, i know. NOT. AHAHA!


Stay tuned for further updates,
wearn.


 
Date:April 9, 2011  Time:11:39:00 PM
Down.


Why does all the bad things happen to me?
Did everyone really gave up on me?
God, I've promised to be a strong girl no matter what happens,
but forgive me this one last time, i couldn't hold my tears anymore.

goodnight,
wearn.



 
Date:April 7, 2011  Time:11:05:00 PM
Plaits !


Hey peeps :)

Just submitted my IT and english assignments. I feel soooo good now. The burden is finally off my shoulders *even though there are still a lot of assignments not done yet -_-*

Plaits ! Hwa wee damn pro ;)





Just a random post ;)

stay tuned,

wearn.


 
Date:April 3, 2011  Time:2:38:00 PM





Hello, imma sooooo frustrated and soooooo stress that i wanna scream and cry sooooooo badly.


 
Date:April 1, 2011  Time:11:35:00 PM
Mabel the twin!


Hey Peeps :)

Man, imma finally get to relax abit after working on ma Econ assignment for soooo long. Im not going to think about marketing and english first, i shall start those tomorrow night -_-

It was Mabel's birthday on Tuesday.
Together with ze classmates, we bought her a BR ice cream cake.
Went Asia Cafe with em for lunch, bumped into Katherinne, E-Jia, Zi Ling and Jyb. Foosball and pool awhile then all the way back to Taylors for IT class :\


it was an awesome day.

stay tuned,

wearn.